Skar "New album demos" |
1. Chokestone (formerly titled "Violent Atonement") I hope you choke You lie your way around without any regard Forget about those you needed to get by Shoved the knife right into my back Now I'd only wish that you would die You thought you had us all fooled You worthless fuck I hope you Choke (choke) x4 Too worthless to bother to try You aren't worth my time But I hope you fucking die I won't take your instigation I won't take your blame I won't deal with this dispute I won't play your game Cut all the ties and shut you out Lost all respect for the glutton and greed Sell out piece of shit trying to run your scheme I won't be satisfied until you bleed I'll shit and piss on your grave You goddamn bastard go fucking Choke (choke) x4 Too worthless to bother to try You aren't worth my time But I hope you fucking die I won't take your instigation I won't take your blame I won't deal with this dispute I won't play your game It's frivolous at this point No one's oblivious anymore We've realized the only solution And we're clawing for retribution You useless cunt I hope you motherfucking Choke (choke) x4 Too worthless to bother to try You aren't worth my time But I hope you fucking die I won't take your instigation I won't take your blame I won't deal with this dispute I won't play your game 2. Last Two If these are truly the end times We're heading out on a low note Is it the end of the line I really do hope so Two years from now Will the Earth be destroyed It seems like it should be So let the waves rise above Raining asteroids Or collapsing to pieces Shockwave mutilation From nuclear weapons Man's taking itself out In a slow suicide We can only be lucky If it's in two years time The seas are rising The skies are falling The bodies piling up Around on every side Blood is in the streets Screaming in the air Let it overcome us For our last two years War engulfs all land and Oceans blackened dead Volcanos and earthquakes Tides of molten lead Skeletons of cities All that's left are graves Maybe this will happen This could be 3 years The seas are rising The skies are falling The bodies piling up Around on every side Blood is in the streets Screaming in the air Let it overcome us For our last two years Death, decay, and destruction Let it rain the embers of fear Everything must be destroyed Destroyed in two years Annihilate everything Annihilate everything Annihilate everything Leave no trace of life behind 3. Nothing I starve for Your attention When you stare dead And turn away Cause I long for The pursuit of A better future For myself I just want What I can't get And I'll never have Dare I ask for Certain closures And convictions To a lie With such hopeless Needs and longing I will let you Pass me by I just want What I can't get And I'll never have Cause we try too hard And we crash course When I'm not sure Circumstances Have their own way Fuck me over I can wish and Have desires but They don't matter In reality I just want What I can't get And I'll never have Cause we try too hard And we crash course What do I get? I get nothing I get nothing Not one thing 4. A Member of the Forgotten Caste Speaks I reached my breaking point and never looked back Now I'm struggling to keep myself in tact We coexisted like insects and cared not for the future And now we are the ones that time forgot I lied to get my way out from here I stole to keep my habits unhealthy We were all oblivious to the inevitable When it came some would never return The sun never rose on a dead May in mourning And the ones who couldn't survive faded away Into the bleak and bitter obscurity We so desperately feared in past days I persevered with the cut and run I saw through to my undying ambition Where have the rest all vanished to And why did they fall to disgrace so fast Do you believe in me Because I bleed for you Do you still breathe or see Or have your fears come true It's so sad to say you're probably gone It's so sad to see the spectre you've become The shadows of the caste that's forgotten Roam these potters fields now blind and ruined I couldn't believe what had become of myself You couldn't believe and look what it's done to you Do you believe in me Because I bleed for you Are you yet strong or sane Or has your course run through It's so sad to predict your untimely demise Your memories have become all that's left for you 5. Blank Sound of Music (Ugly Truth) They only fuck you when you're beautiful They only love you when you own the world But when you're cold and ugly they'll leave you down on the floor Move on and pull from the endless line another shallow whore Pushing their null delusions Filling your head with mindless repetition As long as it's selling they'll cram it down your throat again And if it's not you're gonna get left behind in silence It's the ugly truth All these ugly truths And you're an ugly truth It's all the ugly truth Realize that no one ever cared This industry is a monster on the feed And we're all just pawns in it all, sucked in because we had to We're just parts in this fucked up crooked machine A gilded cage of greed and emptiness A worthless song being overplayed to death Ears open to the brand new blank sound of music I'm disgusted at this point physically sick It's the ugly truth All these ugly truths And I'm an ugly truth It's all the ugly truth But the proof doesn't seem to matter When all you hear are lies Because in these times it's nothing for the ears And everything to the eyes It's the ugly truth All these ugly truths Here's the ugly truth It's all the ugly truth Is there anything left to say? Is there anything left to hear? Not anymore but it's not worth it anyway It's the ugly truth Hear those ugly truths Here's the ugly truth It's all the ugly truth 6. Virulent Within my body a reaction with euphoria Yielded in the spaces between the blood and brain Feelings come and go in a matter of moments To climb down from such heights is the hard part There is no condition, no source of incursion Open up and reveal the inside There is no collision, no signs of bloodloss A gaping hole revealing the inside Sole surviving witness to this downfall I build what I can from the pieces now From these ashes I will rise in flames Look back and raise my head in triumph Infestation of what I was Insinuations of what I'll become The feeding of the virulent Urge inside me is supressed I'll wear these tracks just like the wounds they are now A lifetime of fucking up and falling down Well who now, who's the one I have to blame There's no one, nobody but I There is no condition, no source of incursion Open up and reveal the inside There is no collision, no signs of bloodloss A gaping hole revealing the inside There is no condition, no source of incursion Open up and reveal the inside There is no collision, no signs of bloodloss A gaping hole revealing the inside Motherfucker Keep digging You'll find something 7. I Want to Be Detached I no longer have any use for what you've got to offer me I always was subjected to so many unwanted sympathies And now you're staring at me with shock and horror in your face As I throw aside the progress I've been making for release You seemed to think that antipsychotics were the solution To solving all these schizophrenic paranoias that control Control every waking moment and thought of my goddamn life And threaten to tear me down every time I ignore their presence The voices The voices The voices inside of me are directing me The voices inside of me guide me to destiny The voices The voices The voices inside of me are consuming me The voices inside of me get me one step closer to sanity I need you I need a fucking reason As if there was one It wasn't ever offered to me All I got were capsules And cylindrical orange hells That zombified my emotions Sewed me to the furniture Deafened my perceptions Blunted my intellect And you said it was a cure Tried to sell me detachment Addiction as a remedy I don't want you Fucking with me anymore Sometimes people wonder why those suffering from mental problems Often have the tendency to lash out in a violent act of demonstration Picture yourself walking down the street and suddenly A bewildered psycho lunges at you and blows your fucking brains out The society and structure of it makes some people crazy And others just can't handle this horrific fucking world we're in Can you blame them Our world's solution is to destroy what holds theirs together I want to disappear I want to go away I want to be detached I want to be erased This is how it is and I love it This is how it is and I want it this way This is how it is and I embrace it This is how it is and I refuse to be saved Sometimes I swear it feels like my mouth has been welded shut It feels like I'm suffocating even if I'm obviously breathing fine These hands start grabbing and some otherworldly force takes over It feels like I have no mouth and I must scream my way free Scream my way free Scream my way free You seem to think You're gonna cure me You never will You don't know How it feels to lose Grip on the wheel Steering you towards A brick fucking wall That's how it feels When your mind dies And control's lost When you reach the brink Scared Alarmed Destroyed Completely fucked You won't save me with expensive therapy You won't save me with padded holidays You won't save me with benzodiazepines You won't save me from something I don't want to be saved from 8. The Fall of Order Just look around And see how your strong fell right down Collapsed under how You gave them the weight of the world Hate (hate) No means of control No civilized action Go take a look Lashing out With no self control Lashing out with no order Exasperate Just attack first and ask why later Go on exacerbate Because you want to watch the fall of order Hate (hate) No means of control No civilized action Go take a look Hate It's fucking right there Lashing out With no self control Lashing out with no order Use your fist or use your mouth At any means you take it out It's all to no one's benefit And what we got was doubt How can you watch us devolve this way? How can you let us cause our own decay? Hate (hate) No means of control No civilized action Go take a look Hate It's fucking right there Lashing out With no self control Lashing out with no order 9. Consent to Defeat Bowing like a servant To the one who's in control I lost the lead long before Now I'm merely following Listen to the words of caution Let go before you've lost all you had Dedication strangulation Submit to the wrong way through again Ruined Danger's in the eyes of He who's scared to go beyond Only sense of comfort In this sedative and yawn First they come and then they go Leave me dry and begging for a cure Captivation self destruction Beating at this thought until it's sore Ruined Find me in ruins Find me in ruins Find me in ruins Swimming in circles Don't know how to get away Answering these needs in me Giving in to make them wane First they come and then they go Leave me dry and begging for a cure Self erosion dumb devotion Searching for a feeling to be pure Ruined Find me in ruins Find me in ruins Find me in ruins 10. The Illusion What if all these faces And all of my collected memories Were just fantasies Unrealized dreams left to haunt me Stalking me from the inside What I remember Is everything I regret A past of melancholies Shames and catastrophies The illusion I've been given is Just another warped delusion of my own If I could look back with A single trace of sensibility Could the terms finally arrive If this was all imaginary And none of you were real This slip into discontent A crisis of identity How am I to cope with such Scathing reflections and obscurities The illusion I've been given is Just another warped delusion of my own Who am I to be who I've become My fucked up world of friends and enemies I wish it was all just in my own head again Why did such things come to be How could I fall for such disposition Why am I burdened with anguish Toward the life that I've endured I can't decide if it was truth I can't tell if it was all reality It fucks with me every day of my life A calming closure won't be reached I've grown far too disconnected To put such times behind And still feel a comfort In my wrongly wired mind Wishing it all Never came to be While I basked in celebration I now stare back in disbelief The illusion I've been given is Just another warped delusion of my own The illusion I've been given is Just another warped delusion of my own The illusion I've been given is Just another warped delusion of my own 11. Dysentery Been feeling effects of collapsing Slowly coming undone with the time Just waiting around here to relapse Somehow that's the only way to stay alive I've been fighting off all the cravings The undertow's been dragging me down Some people say I'm killing myself Will I crumble or will I drown Your shithouse falls in repossession Sell your soul for a resurrection Just dead now Crashing down into reality The noose is hung the rope's tight Victim of my own will's absence Will I make it through tonight Will I make it through all right Your sanity is decomposing The world you knew has been eroding The blood in my veins is exploding Just dead now Just dead now Just dead now Just dead now Just dead now Lyric from www.lyricmania.com |