Heather Headley - I didnt mean to Lyrics

Its bordering on insanity so blind so unclear
And suddenly eyes focus and realize
That this man should not be here
Its funny how there is no remorse in the moment
But after it's over you wish you could disown it
As ya get it to tell this stranger to leave
The love of your life walks in and sees everything

Chorus:
And if all the things that ya could have said what was in your head
�I didn't mean to
All the thoughts running through your mind all that you could find
�I didn't mean to
And the pain of lossing everything comes over you
...I didn't mean to
All you can say is that you didn't mean to
...I didn't mean

And its reality now
pictures of him and your baby
Smash'd and broken glass all on the floor
With his suitcase in one hand your little girls hand in the other
You hear him say �mommy don't love us no more�
And it cuts like a knife but you cant blame him either
You're a mother, you're a wife, but you're also a cheater
Woo girl, one silly moment out for lust
Just cost you everything that you've ever loved

Chorus:
And if all the things that ya could have said what was in your head
�I didn't mean to
All the thoughts running through your mind all that you could find
�I didn't mean to
And the pain of lossing everything comes over you
...I didn't mean to
All you can say is that you didn't mean to
...I didn't mean

Oh, the clouds are rolling in
As you prepare to face this punishment and suffer the consequence
Such a price to pay
Was it really worth it?
And you fight back tears
As you watch him take the only thing you ever truly loved away
The tears in her eyes as she waves good-bye
Slowly kills you inside

Chorus:
And if all the things that ya could have said what was in your head
�I didn't mean to
All the thoughts running through your mind all that you could find
�I didn't mean to
And the pain of lossing everything comes over you
...I didn't mean to
All you can say is that you didn't mean to
...I didn't mean

Ooh ah I didn't mean to
I didn't mean to hurt you
didn't mean anything
I didn't mean to
Then say my name
Then say my name
I didn't mean to