Val Emmich - At The Risk of Sounding Lyrics

at the risk of sounding psychotic or a bit obsessed
if you don't notice me than it's as if i don't exist
'cuz i stood inside your spotlight
it was so bright it warmed my soul
and now your absence leaves me cold

i know in time i will get by but right now i'm not alright
right now i'm not alright

i used to think i was an independent individual
but now i see to the contrary i hopelessly depend on you
i need all your attention like a newborn child needs air
and its mother's constant care

i know in time i will get by but right now i'm not alright
right now i'm not alright

pardon me i'm lost you see
i used to have a map
i'd follow the glow of a girl i know
but i lost her, now i'm trapped
she didn't mean to hurt me
it's not her fault, she just forgot
and so i'm left here to rot