Skar "The Illusion" |
What if all these faces And all of my collected memories Were just fantasies Unrealized dreams left to haunt me Stalking me from the inside What I remember Is everything I regret A past of melancholies Shames and catastrophies The illusion I've been given is Just another warped delusion of my own If I could look back with A single trace of sensibility Could the terms finally arrive If this was all imaginary And none of you were real This slip into discontent A crisis of identity How am I to cope with such Scathing reflections and obscurities The illusion I've been given is Just another warped delusion of my own Who am I to be who I've become My fucked up world of friends and enemies I wish it was all just in my own head again Why did such things come to be How could I fall for such disposition Why am I burdened with anguish Toward the life that I've endured I can't decide if it was truth I can't tell if it was all reality It fucks with me every day of my life A calming closure won't be reached I've grown far too disconnected To put such times behind And still feel a comfort In my wrongly wired mind Wishing it all Never came to be While I basked in celebration I now stare back in disbelief The illusion I've been given is Just another warped delusion of my own The illusion I've been given is Just another warped delusion of my own The illusion I've been given is Just another warped delusion of my own Lyric from www.lyricmania.com |