Emery - Playing With Fire Lyrics

Pardon me for saying so but you look more pitiful
than I had ever imagined
Despite perfect fashion
And your photographs depict you so differently
I always thought you would be
Some sort of match for me

So lets decide who can survive
Stomping feet and racing beats of hearts that don't ever slow
Then I'll write letters on white paper expressing my deep disappointment

Dripping where I stand
From my watery hands
hoping to get passed the open bedroom door
Where her clothes on the floor
Reminds me of our conversations
The feeling of slight hesitation to turn off the lights

Fourteen days now since we started to complicate the situation
I'm not hiding, I'm just buying
Some time for us to find the back door
We will come out when it's safe for us
when it's safe for us, when it's safe for us

There's nothing left to say
To excuse the way that I've behaved
I still feel him gripping like a stain
to this fabric torn in every seam
And thrown away...

I will not regret! I will not forget! I will not regret! I will not forget!

Why should I take all the blame for my mistakes?
You were there with every promise made to break

When did you become the one without regret?
Kill me burn me down I swear I won't forget