98 Mute

Maybe I shouldnt have said it of course
I was too quick to judge
Words swiftly spoken may be unrefined
I didnt know optimism was a crime
Hey I have got enough problems
Dont need extra baggage from you pointless games and taxing headtrips unfortunate side effects of your friendship
I may have slipped wont happen again my legs are beneath me now
For the last time cut down from behind
I will be ready next time
Its no big deal
Ive gotten used to being let down
I just didnt think that
I would ever be let down by you
Your antics are always expected
Passed off as being your nature
Get away with murder cause youre just being you
A modern day version of shakespeares licensed fool
Not to say that Im not guilty
Emotions get the best of me
Quick to fight a nasty habit
Cant keep my cool if I never had it
I had so much faith in you til I saw your true colors bleeding through
Youre a joke that I dont get with a punchline
Im trying hard to forget
I dont want to carry the burden
Of holding this grudge any longer
What to do, do I made amends?
Or discard this joker from my deck of friends?
Slander you said it I heard it
But you know I never deserved it
So locked to you the world in my head I know I should have never let you in